This is all just way too much. I am seen as attractive and this has never been my life. I can’t believe this is my life.

What is going on?! What is my life?! It’s 2:30am.

Mol is drawing me right now and I think it might be the cutest thing in the entire world.

I honestly love Chicago for so many reasons but one of the things I’m really not sure about is the fact that I literally am getting hit on 24/7.
I kid you not. It’s so flattering & it’s honestly Such a drastic change from California I can’t even believe it’s real. Even today one of the male friends I’ve made here who is not into the ladies was all “I just wanted to let you know I love your body” like just randomly…it’s so freak in crazy to me. Of course I’ve always loved myself the way I am and what not but now it’s like this thing where people are more on board and it’s fascinating and new and real and it’s just wow i dont know how to explain it but I like it yet it makes me uncomfortable. I mean it’s not crazy that other body types are considered attractive it’s just that it’s me, Shannon, being considered very attractive.

Where? Is? Mol? Though?


job interviewer: so…tell me a little about yourself :)
me: sure. i’m a virgo, INTJ, i love tank tops oh my god did you see the Anaconda video? that changed my life!
interviewer: bitch me too! the fuck. you got the job

Str8 boy is my buddy on this trip & they keep having the buddies hold hands. So yeah, he’s been holding my hand a bunch. I dont know how to feel.

My roommate is sleeping & I just can’t stop thinking about the fact that I will finally be meeting this dang person I’ve liked so much & it’s all finally happening!!!

He is straight.

My RA is also hitting on me.
What is going on????

I now understand why I was nominated for biggest flirt…

He touched my hand. I’m so confused. Is this bitch gay or not?!

Update: he’s not gay.

Am I being hit on or is this guy gay?
A novel by me….

I love my roommate I love my dorm I love this city I’m just so exhausted!