if we’re friends!! don’t apologize about talking about ur problems or anything ok if we’re friends i love when u talk about anything i love when u tell me things i love to know about ur life okay i love YOU
I wanted to write a poem so here it goes and if you’re a rude person don’t read.
Today when I told you it was all my fault it wasn’t.
It had nothing to do with me.
I’ve made it my goal and hope that others who face my same problems will never be looked down for not making it into the class that so many are born into.
I wanted to prove that your money can not trump experience and natural selection.
But as you spoke to me I felt my goals slowly slip away and became unable to wrap my brain around the fact that maybe it all had to do with money.
That the entire world was so focused on shiny coins they weren’t able to see the dirt under a workers finger nails.
I can’t understand how we can both have issues in our lives, yet your savior is in a pill bottle that I can’t afford.
So today when I said it was all my fault, it wasn’t.
Lao Tzu (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
- 1. Last kiss
- oddly enough, Shosh
- 2. Last phone call
- Me Mama
- 3. Last text message
- "God Damn me not noticing my spelling errors"
- 4. Last song you listened to
- I want to be a producer, sung by Michael
- 5. Last time you cried
- I can't recall
- HAVE YOU EVER:
- 6. Dated someone twice
- 7. Been cheated on
- ehh sorta
- 8. Self harmed
- 9. Lost someone special
- 10. Been depressed
- Not really, not as badly as some people, but we all have our rough times
- 11. Been drunk and threw up
- THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
- 12. had sex
- 13. How many people have you had sex with this year?
- 15. Made a new friend
- 17. Laughed until you cried
- 18. Met someone who changed you
- oh yeah
- 19. Found out who your true friends were
- I have <333
- 20. Found out someone was talking about you
- 26. What did you do for your last Birthday
- I went to Red Robins with my best friends
- 27. What time did you wake up today
- 6: 45 -_-
- 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
- 30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time
- I am only child
- 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
- My financial status.
- 32. What are you listening to right now
- Literally nothing
- 33. When is the last time you had sex?
- any type of sex? 3 months ago
- 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now
- 35. Most visited webpage
- Probs tumblr or facebook
- 36. Favorite colour
- Baby blue
- 37. Nicknames
- Shan-an, ShanOFF
- 38. Relationship Status
- who knows? I personally don't
- 39. Zodiac sign
- 40. Male or female
- I am cis female
- 41. Are you in love?
- 42. First crush?
- Dylan when I was a kinder-gardener
- 43. High school/college
- santa su/(idk yet)
- 44. Eye color
- 46. Height
- 47. Do you have a crush on someone
- 48. What do you like about yourself
- Almost everything if we're being honest here
- 49. Piercings
- 50. Tattoos
- 51. Righty or lefty
- 53. First piercing
- they've closed since then but in the 3rd grade I got a normal piercing of my ear lops
- 54. First best friend
- Lee Solomon
- 55. First hookup
- Omar (ew.)
- 56. First Bestfriend
- Natalia, Michael, Emily
- RIGHT NOW:
- 59. Eating
- 60. Drinking
- 61. I'm about to
- Do the rest of my character analysis
- 62. Listening to
- absolutely nothing
- 63. Waiting for
- my college auditions to be overrrr
- YOUR FUTURE:
- 64. Want kids?
- 65. Get married?
- Maybe I'll change my mind for as of right now I don't want to
- 66. Career
- Performance or makeup, we shall see
- WHICH IS BETTER:
- 67. Lips or eyes
- 68. Hugs or kisses
- 69. Shorter or taller
- 70. Older or Younger
- 71. Romantic or spontaneous
- 72. Nice stomach or nice arms
- 73. Sensitive or loud
- 74. Hook-up or relationship
- as of right now hook-up
- HAVE YOU EVER:
- 76. Kissed a stranger
- 77. Drank hard liquor
- 78. Lost glasses/contacts
- for less than 5 minutes yes
- 79. Had sex
- 80. Broken someone's heart
- I doubt this
- 82. Been arrested
- 83. Turned someone down
- 84. Cried when someone died
- 85. Fallen for a friend
- DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
- 86. Yourself
- someones got to, might as well be me!
- 87. Miracles
- 88. Love at first sight
- 89. Heaven
- I'm hoping
- 90. Santa Clause
- ha no
- 91. Kiss on the first date
- 92. Angels
- who knows
- 93. How would you label yourself?
- I try my best to help others yet feel I never get the same in return
- 94. Someone You Pray Everyday For
- not pray but think and care about yes, many
- 95. Did you sing today
- 96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About
- considering i've really only had two I cared about the most recent one, but compared to the way I feel about my friends it was microscopic
- 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
- I wouldn't
- 98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For
- I wish to be successful
- 99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
- 100. Do you like the way you look?
there are crumbs on my bed. and it’s annoying.
I love my friends and I wish I could just take all of their problems away.
I wish my teacher would get more organized cause it’s fucking me over big time and I’m nervous
my mom just brought me food so now i’m happy
we learn bend and snap tomorrow, and I seriously can’t wait im going to die of happiness.
Do you just ever love a person so much
But not in a sexual/romantic way
You just love them so much it’s not even a friendship
It’s like they’re your sibling or a platonic soul mate
You don’t want to make out with them or do sexual things
You just want to keep them close to you and protect them and be their friend for life
(exactly how i feel about Michael & Natalia)
(like so exact)
I’ve reached a whole new level of exhausted. I don’t want this life anymore, someone take me home and worship me as a goddess.